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Also I might do a kind of friends cut, but totally no grudge against anyone, it1s just that my f-locked entries are so personal that I only would want to let my friends see them. Like... you know, not people I know but people I am sort of closer to.
Fangirl posts and all stupid randomness is still visible and everything.

But certainly not tonight,
ILU<3

Also, my endless love and tons of hugs and kisses to sacryde  for the banner <333
 

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I hate my entire life.



There is no justice in this world, people.
There is absolutely no justice.

This is like, how could you do this, this is beyond words I swear.

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So I'm at home

and I want to go back.

Easy as that.

What a surprise.
…i’ve been typing this post for about half an hour

AND THEN I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE WHOLE THING.

I AM GOING TO CRY IN FRUSTRATION.

AHJSKDLÉFGÁHÉMLJFSADKÉFLÉFLSLSLLAGÁLAÁ

I CAN’T DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN.

POINT OF IT WAS: WE WENT TO MTV THE SHOW, WE SAW LUNA AND DONGJUN AND HITT AND BLOCK B AND OTHERS TOO, THEY ARE ALL WONDERFUL AND PERFECT AND EVERYTHING AND OMFG TAEIL I LOVE YOU.

idk guys ask me questions about it or anything I really can’t type the whole thing in again FUCK MY LIFE.
because this kind of spazzing is clearly not the point of Tumblr OTL


...so okay you guys know what I am maybe not even that sorry that I couldn't go to Paris because I WOULD NOT HAVE SURVIVED SEEING THIS LIVE THERE IS NO FUCKNIG WAY.


LIKE


AHSJDKFLGHÉJLKHGJFDS


SRSLY MING WHO DARES TO EVER CALL YOU A GIRL AGAIN AHSDKFGLHGF SUNGMIN DO ME NOW NO OKAY SRSLY AGSHDFLGHÉJÁJHGKFDJSHGSDFHGKH


AND WOOK OMFG KIM RYEOWOOK I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW IS IT POSSIBLE THAT YOUR HUSBAND NOBODY JUMPED YOU RIGHT ON THE STAGE BECAUSE AGSHFGKH YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THIS HOT NO OKAY WE ALL KNOW YOU ARE SHIT FUCK FUCK SHIT AND THIS HAIR.


AND THEN.


JUST.


LET ME STOP HERE FOR A SECOND.


LET ME STOP HERE AND MOURN MY POOR SANITY BECAUSE IT'S DEAD AND GONE FOREVER


KIM. FUCKING. HEECHUL. WHAT IS THERE IN THE WORLD THAT YOU CAN'T OVERSHINE. WHO IS THERE IN THE WORLD THAT CAN POSSIBLY HAVE A BETTER STAGE PRESENCE NOONE FUCKING NOONE.
ALSO YOU'VE BEEN LEARNING RAPPING I CAN TELL THAT, GOOD JOB ON THAT JUNHYUNG AND DEFCON. HAJSKDLGÉHJÉHLKGJFHDGSFSGDHFJGKLHÉJKVNCXGFLCCJ


I


JUST


HOSHIT.


AND EVERYBODY ELSE TOO. JUNGSU YOU ARE STILL FLAWLESS AND EUNHAE I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU PROBABLY KILLED HUNDREDS AND HUNDREDS OF JEWELS AND ELFISHES how do you put that in pluralXD AND OMFG KYUHYUN COME HERE THIS INSTANT YOU NEED TO DO ME TOO AND DONGHEE THAT UNF-FACE UGGH YOU CAN'T JUST UNF-FACE ON ME LIKE THAT OKAY AND SIWONNIE MOMMA IS SO PROUD OF YOU SDHFJGKHLGKFJDSDFNG YOU SEXY LITTLE DARLING


You see that's why I love Super Junior more than anyone else except for maybe U-Kiss but that's a whole different story and tbh I love SuJu stage presence more than U-Kiss not that they are better they are different kind of awesome and I love that but yeah.


Because I practically clawed all over my face, I drooled all over my laptop I think I might have screamed too nobody is at home so it's okay BECAUSE THIS WAS FUCKING PERFECT but it was SUCH A DIFFERENT KIND OF PERFECT FROM WHAT I'M USED TO WITH DON'T DON.


I was missing at least 4 people from the stage. It's not like I haven't felt their absence. It's not like they wanted to cover the holes up.


They re-arranged it totally. They re-recorded it too. And everything so that it will be perfect again, a whole different type of perfect but still perfect. It's like a Don't Don C version that is just as awesome as the original, but totally different.


SO YEAH SUJU I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY THAT I WILL PROBABLY DIE FROM DEHIDRATION BECAUSE I DROOLED AND CRIED TOO MUCH BECAUSE YEAH because it's not like I didn't tear up tho, after all.


THERE IS FUCKING NO ONE AND NOTHING LIKE SUPER JUNIOR, YOU PEOPLE.


uggh sorry for the capslock i had to /off to smoke probably a whole box of cigarettes and maybe to have a really cold shower or something

For God loved us so much that He gave His only Son to us...

Merry Christmas, everyone!


I have no idea what has gotten into me. But it's quite weird. If I go outside and stay still, I can hear the bells from downtown.
Tonight is a very special night.

I love you all. <3

SHORT JOURNEY

Hithere balloons <33333
(it's been such a long time that I called you people that, idek...)

My beloved f-list: the thing is, seems like I'm pobably getting better, thank you everything guys. I love you.
Everyone in general:

I'll be going on a wonderful holiday (with festival and friends and lots of beer and hardly any money and lake and family and all that jazz, yay:DDDDDDDDD) right now, for about 3 weeks which means...

3 awful weeks mostly without internet, yeah.
Just so that you guys know and won't get worried or anything.

I'll be missing you, missing my internet, missing my stupid fandom right when they start promoting again and and and just...

take care people I love you all <333333333333

(random fangirl:

FUCKING FUCK YEAH I LOVE YOU YOUNGWOON TAKE CARE IN THE ARMY AND DO NEVER CHANGE, MY LOVE <33333333333333333333333333333333333




ALSO. SHORT JOURNEY. I NEED TO MEET SUPER JUNIOR ONE DAY TO TELL THEM HOW WONDERFUL THAT SONG IS IN PERSON OKAY. FML I LOVE THEM SO HARD.)

(in other fandom.reated news, Hyunjoong, dear, we saw this coming and i wish you all the best but still... how could you do that, you were their leader...)

See you soon, everyone <33333333333




BABY HYUNGJOON.
YOU.
AND ME.
HOT SEX.
NOW.

that's all I wanted to say.

/stalks back studying aésdkfdlsaosédflkd i'm not gonna finish this EVER fml-.-"

"We'll never die..."

"...or, if you'd like, I'll write you a fairytale. Full of wine, yellow flowers, rainclouds and us. How about that?"
"Sounds good" Geng tore his eyes off the riverbank to look at the other." The question is if other people would appreciate it, too..."
"Of course they would. It'd be about us." Heechul smiled, throwing the still smoking butt and reaching up to stroke Geng's face gently and lovingly. "So it could only be beautiful."
"I wonder, if...if..."
"If?"
"If we'd turn out like those celebrity couples, that... you know, those that you can never understand. Like... Like John Lennon and Yoko Ono. Or Bonnie and Clyde. Or... you know. I wonder if... if it'll stay like this after we die? I mean..."
Heechul placed the bottle on the concrete with a light thump and looked deep into his eyes. It's been so long that he looked at him this way that Geng felt like he was in his twenties again, and it made him blush. Heechul smiled then, leant closer and kissed him.
"No, Geng" he shook his head after pulling back and stroking through the man's hair. A single raindrop falling on his nose made him smile even wider.
"We'll never die."


Nothing else to say.

Fanfiction: Games

Umm, so yeah, I post fic again... though I totally lost interest in this thing a long time ago but there was a time when I kind of liked it and definitely my first fic that I really spent a lot of time on. Also my first time attempting something with this rating (in English).

Title: Games (yeah, lame, put up with it since it's not important?)
Fandom: SHINee, F.T. Island
Pairing: Minhwan/Taemin (don't even ask. Yes. Maknae-porn.)
Rating and warnings: NC-17 (still the lighter type but also) underage, thus highly illegal things, some fail!pronz
Summary: There's this game that they have been secretly playing for some time now, but nobody knows the rules or how to determinate the winner...
A/N: Sorry, sorry, sorry and sorry because I fail?XDXDXDXDXD Also, dedicated to sacryde  who helped an awfully lot (and even beta-ed this shit) I love you more more~ I am sure as Hell I wouldn't have posted this if it wasn't for her.
(Also, LJ keeps fucking up with the pharagraphs, sorry:S) 


"I'm so glad they became friends, you know" Jonghun turned to Kibum who nodded in agreement. “So what was that you wanted to say about Heechul?”Collapse )