This painting is utterly beautiful:)
Also... do you guys think it fits me?

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

... so I spent my very last forints on a movie ticket so that I could take my lunaangyal on a date I promised her long ago and we watched Twilight: New Moon.
The plot still sucks and I'm still not even a bit of a fan but had some rather good lulz at the bunch of pathetic fail that is the heroine, but...

okay, I'm not gonna lie, these guys are HOT.

I am still in love with this man



because he still stares in a way my clothes simply tend to fell off right away



he's also hot


and they're still The Fucking OTP of this whole crap



AND THIS BOY, NO KIDDING, THAT'S NOT EVEN A 6 BUT AN 8-PACK IF NOT MORE, COME ON!!


If sparkling vampires were the worst idea of this shit ever, then they sort of made up with the totally shirtless werewolves for it.



Someone once said me that I'll just have to wait and I'll see that I'm gonna fell for him...

well... sort of... maybe?

XDXD


I get this feeling that i really want to post these pics over at suju_fridge just to piss cocaine_cabaret off... she hates it. I don't really care and not gonna really read them, I guess, but...

EYE-CANDY, I NEEDED IT SO BADLY!

(yeah i use no cut to spam your f-lists with quality non-asian boys:D)

Everything is fucked up, just so fucked up and they had to take away the only place I could hide, really...
they had to...

Why?

Why do they keep doing these? Who do they have to hurt each other, to hurt everyone?

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/sm_entertainment_incensed_with_tvxq_trio_at_mama/




This was the one place I always hid when life was being harsh but now it's even harsher... I did not cry a tear for anything that's been around me lately, except for little him but he's recovering now and we're gonna bring him home soon, but...

this was the last straw.

Super Junior did not attend. They... they didn't attend. They didn't let them, I suppose...

"I don't know if they're watching this or not, but just in case they are... I would like to tell these two friends that I love them."

Why do I fail to be on my own?

...just... let this be true... Please...

"On the upcoming episode of MBC's Golden Fishery set to air on the 11th, JYP carefully brought up Jaebeom and hinted about his return to 2PM.

JYP Entertainment stated:
"We slightly touched upon Jaebeom's possible return, JYP's statement can be considered another step in that direction. But it is not set in stone. However, this should at least answer fans' confusion and clear up the situation a bit."

Although the details of the full episode have not been revealed yet, it is hinting at the fact that JYP is actively pursuing and anticipating Jaebeom's return. This is also the first time that JYP has spoken on this issue."


(source is allkpop )

"Listen to my heartbeat, it's beating for you..."

I AM SO FUCKING TOUCHED RIGHT NOW.

Honestly, I haven't been watching TV for more than a year now, I just got bored of it because Hungarian TV is not something too entertaining, it's quite the same as American and the people in there are quite dull, so I kind of didn't even know they re-started a talent show.
But apparently, they did.
And after I was told, I still didn't give a fuck.

And.
Then.
This.
Happened.




GUYS, THIS IS SERIOUS.
THEY ARE A HUNGARIAN DANCEGROUP MADE UP OF YOUNG AND PARTLY HETEROSEXUAL BOYS WITH TAECYEON-HAIRSTYLES DANCING TO RAIN AND BAEK JI YOUNG AND FUCKING TAEYANG'S FUCKING PRAYER WHICH IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITES. ON FUCKING NATIONAL TELEVISION. OH MY GOD. Okay they might not be too good-looking but they at least try, and they have nice bodies and they dance well. 2PM style<33

I also heard that they played one of BoA's american songs on the radio last week.

Hungary, what's happening to you? *close to tears*
I gave up on hungarian boys ages ago but maybe I should re-think it now...
Ohh God I would never ever guess this could happen... and then SHINSHOKU fever... it's finally real... and we're at it... we're gonna make it...
That Fuxy on the flyer is cocaine_cabaret , and that Jitta is evetsnape ... <3
Yeah bitch, it's our very own party!!!



No matter how fucked up this weekend was and how people I love got hit by cars and got sick and stuff like that, we are stronger than that and life needs to try harder to bring us down.
Hell yeah.


(retrominho babe, you and your gorgeous girlfriend should totally fucking be coming to this party, actually. Yeah.)

is an awfully mean and impossible language. Japanese is kind of funny in a "ehehh I have to alugh otherwise I'll burst into tears"-kind of way, but this...

WUT IS THIS?XDXDXD

Really, I can't beleive I'm still stuck at my table and looking at these nonsense characters liek I had any chance to memorize them and tomorrow Vamos laoshi is totally gonna kill ALL OF US because no one know a word...

Siwon is clearly insane. He volunteered to learn this language, after all!!


I don't have any cigarettes because I lost a whole box today and GEEZ I need one so badly LIFE IS MEAN:S

I totally never pay attention to these but today something is out of order in the universe.

( Guess what's the answer under this pretty cut... )
Now tell me you're surprised.
*off to study*

HOLY FUCKING SHIT.
WHY?
WHY??????

THIS VOICE... THIS SONG... WHY???

I SWEAR I CAN'T TURN IT OFF. i HAVE TO STUDY, IT'S URGENT NOW, IT'S FUCKING KOREAN GRAMMAR BUT I DON'T CARE, I CAN'T BECAUSE HE IS SINGING AND HIS VOICE IS LIKE SEX AND IT'S ALL OVER MY HEAD AND GOD I DON'T THINK I'VE EVER WANTED THIS MAN THIS MUCH.




AND THE SEXFACES HE MAKES. AND THE SONG ITSELF.
FUCKINHELL, I'VE BEEN TOTALLY FOND OF MUSICALS EVER SINCE I WAS, LIKE, 11 OR SOMETHING AND FIRST SAW ONE. MUSICALS ARE THE PERFECT COMBINATION OF MUSIC AND ACTING AND THEY DELIVER THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SEGMENTS OF LIFE AND THEN FUCK YOU KIM JONGWOON YOU CAN'T BE THIS AWESOME!!!!
ALSO, I LOVE HISTORICAL MOVIES AND STORIES BECAUSE THEY ALWAYS SEEM SO GREAT, UNLIKE MOVIES ABOUT RECENT TIMES, AND THIS IS TOTALLY A HISTORUICAL ONE AND EVERYTHING IS JUST SO FUCKING PERFECT OH MY GAWD I DIED SO HARD.

Komolyan mondom, ezt nem hiszem el. Először Hee egy musicalban, ráadásul Xanaduban... az is sok volt, de EZ?????? TÖRTÉNELMI MUSICAL???? YESUNG????? AZTAROHADTKURVAÉLET!!! ESKÜSZÖM BAZDMEG EZ NEM LEHET EGY EMBER HANGJA, EZ NEM.
Ez a szám kell nekem. Ez az egész cucc kell nekem.

okay sorry I'm off now. Just... yeah, sorry, I couldn't help it. I really couldn't.

I AM SO FUCKING DEAD LIKE HELL BECAUSE OF HIM.

I never thought I'd listen to Kanjani8 on my very own - but it just sort of happened.
Like other things around me that I never thought could even come.
But then they came.

Just listen to Puzzle for now. I have some funny, weird, total fail and totally Tana stuff to tell you, but exhaustion is stronger.





I really feel like just staying at home and writing hundreds of pages, maybe I even could, but... I'd only end up drunk, crying on my bed, feeling absolutely lonely, hopeless and hating myself.
Leaving for now, behave^^

I AM SO TIRED THIS FUCKING PICTURE HAD NO EFFECT ON ME.



Okay. Maybe it had, because I opened my eyes to see it clearly, which counts as an effect in this state of mind.
I need sleep. Badly.

Too sad, i wanted to tell you about Uni and about my courses and about so many things, like my plan to make Mr. Kim and Saito-sensei get together and stuff...XD whatever.

Tomorrow.
Or IDK, some time. Soon.
ILU.

"Finding ways to get you back
Everyday i'm asking to myself
What's the reason that you turned your back to me?
How am i supposed to live?"

This was beautiful, okay? I miss Him... :S I miss all those people in my life that were once to called Him with big capital and I miss the Him so many people are crying for these days. You have to know who I am talking about.
Ohh, this is not a complaint. Just a statement :)

Also. Being alone in your flat equals you don't have to worry about clothes and just can walk around in a red towel and no one cares.
If only I could fully enjoy it without having to throw up because of hard coughing in like every 10 minutes... if only.

These days, I'm curing my aching throat and soul with Rain. His voice does wonders to me.
And I love this song. I really do.



Now shall I get dressed and write some fanfics?XD